I have often heard the phrase: “If you don’t learn from the past, you are doomed to repeat it.” Recent events have made me realize that I’ve applied many of the lessons I’ve learned in the past few years to my present. I haven’t had the best life, but I also haven’t had the worse. I have made mistakes. People have mistreated me, but regardless I know it was all meant to bring me to the place I find myself in today. I feel really proud of myself for learning how to extent certain courtesies to people and my patience – though it’s not perfect – is a lot better than it used to be. I have always been empathetic and now that’s being tested.
A few days ago I started receiving calls from a blocked number and eventually this culminated in someone leaving me harassing/obscene/threatening voicemails. It is obvious to me they’ve dialed the wrong number, but I’ve been ignoring the calls because from the little I know about this person through the voicemails – it’s apparent they won’t listen to reason. In the past I would’ve handled this completely differently. I would’ve gotten upset and it would’ve emotionally dysregulated me. However, I have found ways of finding amusement from this situation. I’m human and I don’t typically make fun of people, I found this to be an instance of hilarity because the threats this person was issuing had no basis. Basically – how can she track me down to do anything to me if she can’t even call/threaten the right person in the first place? I have been a good sport about it so far, but I have also started saving some of the voicemails because if she doesnt stop I will have to involve the police. I don’t want to do that but the voicemails have been getting worse each time she leaves one.
I’ve decided to tag this under distress tolerance because I’ve been using most of the skills in this module. It easily could’ve fallen under interpersonal effectiveness, but I didn’t think it was appropriate because I don’t care about maintaining a relationship with this woman. Getting what I want does matter and maintaining my self-respect is equally important but I haven’t struggled with either. Therefore I have leaned more on the skills from the distress tolerance module. Skills like radical acceptance, turning your mind, pros and cons and improve the moment. I’ve done all of it and it has really helped me stay balanced. It’s easy to do since this person is a stranger, but this is great practice to have for when I encounter a similar situation involving someone I actually care about. It’s all about practice.
Tags: accepting reality, build mastery, choices, confrontation, laughter is the best medicine, turning the mind
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